It really wasn't all bad, you know. Most of it wasn't. I talked a lot about this with Dave but well I miss him a lot. Both how it used to be and just him. It's weird. I'm still furious but every day it gets a little more bittersweet.
I just realized he Well he was Josh. Funny and abrasive and caustic but still strangely caring. Cutting humor and a crooked smile and a silver tongue. It just felt weird once I got to know him to think of him like that. And well then there was Chris so
He just worked better as a friend. It's silly, until everything happened with his sisters it was just embarrassing because of all that. Then Well all the extra baggage.
Uggh I was trying to make the conversation LESS of a downer. Great good job me.
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It really wasn't all bad, you know. Most of it wasn't.
I talked a lot about this with Dave but well
I miss him a lot. Both how it used to be and just him. It's weird. I'm still furious but every day it gets a little more bittersweet.
I just realized he
Well he was Josh. Funny and abrasive and caustic but still strangely caring. Cutting humor and a crooked smile and a silver tongue. It just felt weird once I got to know him to think of him like that.
And well then there was Chris so
He just worked better as a friend.
It's silly, until everything happened with his sisters it was just embarrassing because of all that. Then
Well all the extra baggage.
Uggh I was trying to make the conversation LESS of a downer. Great good job me.