I'm not sure what I feel about my friend. I wish I could punch him in the face, honestly. I'm hurt, because I thought I meant more to him. I'm angry, because he terrorized me so much. I'm sad, because I should have apologized properly. I never apologized to him properly. I don't know if we could have fixed things. The more days go by, the more I think maybe one day we could have. But I can't now. He's dead.
And I've misrepresented. My intentions weren't good. Those of us who caused that tragedy, we were being childish and cruel. It was an accident, but we were playing a prank on a friend. We should have known better.
You're being incredibly kind and thoughtful with all your words. Thank you. This is the sort of thing that has been haunting me and maybe this will result in some kind of catharsis.
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I'm not sure what I feel about my friend. I wish I could punch him in the face, honestly. I'm hurt, because I thought I meant more to him. I'm angry, because he terrorized me so much. I'm sad, because I should have apologized properly.
I never apologized to him properly.
I don't know if we could have fixed things. The more days go by, the more I think maybe one day we could have.
But I can't now.
He's dead.
And I've misrepresented. My intentions weren't good. Those of us who caused that tragedy, we were being childish and cruel. It was an accident, but we were playing a prank on a friend. We should have known better.
You're being incredibly kind and thoughtful with all your words. Thank you. This is the sort of thing that has been haunting me and maybe this will result in some kind of catharsis.