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ok
OKAY if that's the deal
Iiii have some matchmaking reservations etc Josh

but like
seriously if it's good for both of you? I am overjoyed. ecstatic. you both deserve to be told you're freaking good enough :)

christ you people and your happy faces and your congratulations and support
i demand sympathies for having to listen to quadrant lectures for probably the rest of my life cmon chop chop

awww but those are so interesting!!
and now you have a connection to them so it'll be easier to pay attention ;p

you underestimate me
one time on the meteor i was having trouble sleeping
so i just needled karkat slightly about power dynamics in the spades quadrant and put my head in my hand just so
i woke up like three hours later and he was still going
everybody won

DAVE omg
that's so mean!!
take it from me
look even if all the math and statistics stuff Chris goes on about is BORING AS HELL I still try to retain a little ;)
you're gonna have to make an EFFORT now strider

ew
i find the very concept offensive and against my personal creed
also
youre both academically wrong historys where its at sorry i dont make the rules

spoilsport :p

thats in my job description
right under professional asshole and glorious pornstar level palebait apparently

apparently
you guys take care of each other yeah?
well I guess that's ALSO in the job description

yeah
yeah we
god not gonna lie it was strange and intense and i kind of flipped my shit multiple times but he
he made me feel

jesus i dont even really know how to articulate it or if this is like kinky oversharing but just know that its good and i maybe cried a lil bit

if you just committed some kind of alien taboo I promise I won't tell a soul
it sounds good Dave
I'm really glad you guys have that

yeah

[It's good. It's...it's really good.]

so anyway howve you been
i saw your question the other day but i dont actually know how any of it works for the guys you have so i figured id leave the mouth flapping to the experts

it's ok I got a lot of answers! a whole lot
I now know how to evolve Eevee into each and every form and what stones or things to get so that's nice
besides training I've just been
you know
writing
a lot

oh yeah
is that going good then
are you gonna be famous should i get your autograph now while its cheap

oh shush
I'm never gonna be super famous I just
want to get published
it's going okayish

okayish is pretty alright if you ask me
creative projects are hard
theyre hard and nobody understands
will we get to read anything when youre done though?

actually
I'm sending it off to a few people to help with my first draft and Karkat's one of them
ideally if someone in Saffron thinks it's good enough I'll find some way to get it out to the public!

then shit i look forward to it
also if you ever need a movie adaptation made
call me

oh my GOSH Dave!!
thank you that's so nice
but I don't think it'll get that far :p

though you know that's another thing you have in common with Josh
he loved filming things

[She brought him up. Should he stay with the topic, should he steer them away, what should he do?

...No, maybe it's for the best.]

what kinds of things
like anything or was there a particular genre

oh a lot of things
just in our every day lives he loved it and he texted us but when we all needed to get a message he didn't email he'd do a little mini vlog

but his favorite genre was horror
of COURSE right?
he wanted to make movies

well shit
i guess that makes sense
the spooky scary shits not really my scene but i had a lot of exposure to it over the years
i wouldve liked to make more of the absurdist parody shit probably
or buddy cop films
everybody likes buddy cop films

oooo all surreal or avant-garde
or silly but full of action
that fits you I think :)

you know it's because he liked horror movies that Josh and I even became friends?
look at me going all Butterfly Effect haha
but it's really true he said first day of school we just HAD to hang out because I had the same name as some guy in a movie
and because of him I met Chris and just about all my other friends too
so no matter how much they freak me the fuck out I owe a lot to horror movies

tagent

no i kind of know what you mean
like not about horror movies specifically
but about all those little things or even people you meet that seem insignificant or random or unrelated but end up basically shaping the rest of your life
and some people chalk that up to destiny or whatever but
well
maybe for me its because when i was hopping around through like fifty timelines at once my most reliable source of guidance was the trolls seer of mind and her influence colors how i think about fate
but i like to think were actually the ones making those choices
for better or worse and whether we mean to or not
or shit i guess maybe its more like
thats what i WOULD like to think
sometimes its hard to believe theres any kind of meaning at all to everything my friends and i have been through
but if there is i want to believe its something of our own making
so its less about being where we needed to be and more about
i dunno
making something out of our time thats just OURS

anyway hows that for a tangent

Edited 2016-03-26 21:16 (UTC)

you mean
every choice we make and every action we take
every moment
it all matters?
if only because we're the ones who made that choice
what we could've done and what ended up doing
it's us moving those pieces
that's why it's important

yeah
i like to think like that too

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