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I SUPPOSE SO. IT ALL FEELS LIKE SUCH A LONG TIME AGO NOW.
EVEN IF JOHN APPARENTLY HASN'T CHANGED AT FUCKING ALL

IF YOU WANTED TO KNOW MORE I CAN TELL YOU, ALTHOUGH OBVIOUSLY MY PERCEPTION OF THE HUMANS' SESSION IS GOING TO BE DIFFERENT FROM THEIRS
UNLESS YOU WANTED TO HEAR ABOUT SGRUB, I GUESS.

I should probably hear about it all from Dave himself. The he-said, she-said telephone thing is the #1 way to cause misunderstandings and all that.

How about
John's a good friend of yours. So I don't come away from this with this ANNOYING trait being my first perception, what are some GOOD things about him? Dave told me he likes bad puns and bad movies.
Both charm points if done right, in my book.
Besides that. What is a John?

YEAH, LET'S GO WITH THAT.
HE'S BIG ON PRANKS, TOO. IT'S KIND OF FUCKING OBNOXIOUS, ACTUALLY, OR IT SEEMED THAT WAY WHEN HE KEPT USING HIS FUCKING FOREKNOWLEDGE OF OUR CONVERSATIONS TO "PUNK" ME. YOU MIGHT APPRECIATE THAT MORE, I DON'T KNOW.
BESIDES THAT, HE WAS AN EFFECTIVE ENOUGH LEADER FOR HIS TEAM, EVEN IF HE ALSO FUCKED UP AN INORDINATE AMOUNT.
FUCK THIS ISN'T HELPING EITHER, IS IT.

It's not like
COMPLETELY hurting.....

You seem really annoyed by him too.

HE'S
OK LOOK, FULL DISCLOSURE? I KNEW HIM AND JADE FOR LESS THAN A DAY BEFORE I GOT HERE. OR THEY GOT HERE.
I LIKE TO THINK WE BECAME FRIENDS BACK THEN BUT IT WAS THREE YEARS AGO, YOU KNOW?
I'M DEFINITELY FRIENDS WITH JADE, SHE'S MADE THAT PLENTY CLEAR, BUT THINGS WITH JOHN HAVE ALWAYS BEEN A LITTLE WEIRD, I GUESS.
SO YEAH I'M ANNOYED BY HIM ON SOME LEVEL, BUT THAT'S NOT THE FULL STORY, EITHER. AND IT'S NOT NEARLY AS BAD AS WHEN WE FIRST SPOKE.
HE'S A FRUSTRATING PERSON BUT IN A HARMLESS WAY. DOES THAT MAKE ANY SENSE?

So you're not sure on where you stand and you're still very hesitant about the whole thing now that he's shown up here. Especially since you left things on a weird note with the whole bad first impression and long trolling convoluted trolling thing.

Yikes. I've got it easy, he just pissed me off in a very specific way, you have a bunch of complicated feelings separate from his bad opinions.

[...]

BASICALLY? YES. EVERYTHING YOU JUST SAID.
HOW THE FUCK DO YOU UNDERSTAND THIS SHIT SO EASILY, I DON'T GET IT. IS IT JUST BECAUSE OF THE WRITING THING?
WHATEVER, NOT THE POINT. ANYWAY, YEAH, I'LL... DEAL WITH THAT, I GUESS. AND YOU AND JOHN WILL SEE EYE TO EYE EVENTUALLY.

Maybe?
I don't know frankly. I've read a lot of books but it can't just be that. Something to think about.
But you're right the point is
Oh I don't know. This is all weird. I'm used to inheriting friends from other people though so I'll probably just learn to roll with it. I've gotten along with PLENTY of abrasive people before, what he said just

It a few bad nerves as I'm sure you could imagine.

Edited 2016-04-04 08:11 (UTC)

"INHERITING FRIENDS?"

[What the fuck does thoh right. Yeah, he knows what that is.]

I HAD A FEW FRIENDS LIKE THAT
AND YEAH, I CAN SEE WHY. SORRY AGAIN ABOUT HIM.

It's fine, it's fine. You don't have to keep apologizing. It's be nice if HE did, but

Whatever. If you can get along with him with all the history and hangups, I can too. Or at least not make waves.

[... RIGHT. Get along with John, history, hangups, and all. Fffuuck.]

YOU'LL BE FINE.

Hopefully. Probably.

Do you think talking out your hesitations with him will help? For you, I mean.

FUCK I DON'T EVEN KNOW ANYMORE.
WE TALKED ABOUT IT A LITTLE? BUT I'M NOT SURE HE EVEN UNDERSTANDS WHAT I WAS SAYING AT THE TIME, AND IF I BROUGHT IT UP AGAIN, HE'D PROBABLY THINK I WAS STILL INTERESTED.

Edited (icon) 2016-04-06 04:05 (UTC)

[wait fuCK WHY EVERY SINGLE TIME]

Edited 2016-04-06 04:04 (UTC)

FORGET YOU EVER READ THAT. JUST. FUCK. GODDAMMIT, I WAS SIX SWEEPS OLD, GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK.

[#Realization]

Ohhhh I understand what's going on here! Why didn't you just say you had a weird black crush on him that made things awkward?

Ah stupid question, right, no. Old crushes are THE WORST to talk about with anyone.

YES. VERY STUPID QUESTION. EXTREMELY STUPID QUESTION. SO REVOLTINGLY STUPID I'M PUKING UP MY VITAL ORGANS QUESTION
FUCK IT WAS SO HUMILIATING AT THE TIME, I DIDN'T EVER WANT TO BRING IT UP WITH HIM AGAIN. HENCE, WELL
TROLLING HIM BACKWARD

IT'S ACTUALLY
NOT THAT BAD TALKING ABOUT IT WITH YOU. AT LEAST SO FAR
MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE YOU'RE STILL THE ONLY PERSON I'VE MET WHO SEEMS TO UNDERSTAND ANYTHING ABOUT ROMANCE.

Edited (reasons) 2016-04-06 07:41 (UTC)

[Karkat you're gonna embarrass her]

I just
I try my best.

It won't change anything with him but you can vent to me if you want?? I've had um embarrassing crushes before but since you haven't seen him in so long well
I can only imagine how tough it is for you to sort out. Especially if HE KNOWS a little about it. :/

HA! I ONLY WISH IT WAS A LITTLE.
I WASN'T SUBTLE WITH HIM AT ALL. AND HE KNEW ABOUT QUADRANTS FROM FUTURE CONVERSATIONS I'D HAD WITH HIM
SO HE FIGURED IT OUT PARTWAY THROUGH ME SPEWING MY STUPID FEELINGS ALL OVER THE PLACE AND, WELL
JOHN'S "NOT A HOMOSEXUAL" AND LIKE I DISCOVERED A BETTER PERSON AND FRIEND THAN I THOUGHT WHEN VIEWING HIS TIMELINE.
I RECOGNIZE NOW THAT I GOT TOO CAUGHT UP IN IMAGINING HIM AS MY KISMESIS BECAUSE HE WAS THE LEADER OF THE HUMAN SESSION, WHICH HAD JUST FUCKED OVER ALL OF US IRREVOCABLY
SO OBVIOUSLY AS THE LEADER OF THE OPPOSING TEAM
GOD THIS IS STILL SO EMBARRASSING. I BARELY EVEN FUCKING KNEW HIM AND I WAS VERBALLY THROWING MYSELF AT HIM THE FIRST CHANCE I GOT, WHO THE FUCK DOES THAT.

Oh jeez
Well

It was a rough time right?? With your
session being all screwed up and

Yeah that's kinda bad
But
if you just tell him you aren't interested anymore right upfront, it'll start making things better right??

Edited 2016-04-07 04:16 (UTC)

[... What was that line break for. Eh, probably not important.]

I WAS FURIOUS AND LOOKING FOR SOMEONE TO BLAME. I GUESS IT WAS BOUND TO HAPPEN.
I'VE TOLD HIM THAT YEAH. IT'S JUST, I DON'T KNOW. AWKWARD.
AND THEN THERE'S THE FACT THAT DAVE'S MY MOIRAIL NOW, BUT HE HASN'T SAID ANYTHING ABOUT IT SO IT'S PROBABLY FINE? I MEAN, NEITHER OF THEM HAVE. I GUESS IT'LL COME UP EVENTUALLY.

[for nothing, Karkat, nothing at all]

John's not the kind of guy to get quadrants is he? If these are his feelings about HUMAN romance then

Ugh. You and Dave should talk about that, alright? Share it with him before he finds out one way or another, or else it'll probably get weird.

LIKE I SAID, HE JUST TALKED ABOUT HIS STUPID HUMAN MOVIES THE WHOLE TIME.
I DIDN'T EVEN TRY TO RE-EXPLAIN MOIRALLEGIANCE TO HIM WHEN

[asdgdjlalkdj nope, try again.]

WHEN SOME SHIT HAPPENED. DON'T ASK. SO I'M NOT SURE HOW HE'LL TAKE IT NOW.
WE'LL WORK IT OUT, DON'T WORRY.

[When whaoh oh god it's probably that whole thing with Gamzee that she is never to talk about with him right just moving right along-]

I'm pulling for you guys. I may not be fond of him right now but if he's as good a guy as you say, then he should be supportive I hope.

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